The sky was black
Like the coffee I drank
Every sleepy morning
Like the worn shawl
Your mother draped herself in
When she took down sun-dried clothes
In chilly evenings
The light was melting gold
Like the dull glow
Nestled in my mother’s ears
And jingling around her wrists
The circle around my father’s
Thickened fingers, gripping
This morning’s newspaper
I was a bundle of fear
And repressed excitement
Drumming its way through
The hasty throb in my wrist
In the restless tap
Of my fingers against my thigh
Waiting as the silver hand
Ticked its way across
My watch’s dial,
Tick
Tock
Too slow, too fast
The night was black
Like the look on my father’s face
When he saw you hold my hand
That one evening when you
Dropped me home
Like the growing storm
When he saw me talking
On the phone, at 3 am
Like his words, telling me
I could never see you again
The light was gold
Like your voice
Telling me to get away
To pack my things,
And unpack my dreams,
And shake them out in the sunlight
When we ran from it all
You were late
And panic was crawling
Up the walls of my throat
Little voices in my ear
Whispering that you were
Not going to come,
That I was a fool
Young, naive, in love
Expecting a knight in shining armour
To carry me away
That I should turn back
And go back home
The night was black
Like the despair creeping
Into my heart
Like the light fizzling
Out of eager eyes,
Like the steady drip
Of disappointment
Scratching over rosy dreams
Like the leaky pen
I would write with
Back in school
The night was black
Like the silhouette
Walking up to me
The light was gold
Like your skin
Glowing, blazing in the lamplight
Like the smile burning
Across my cheeks,
Mirrored in your face
In the sudden taste of freedom
Writ in the curve of my lips
And the touch of your fingertips
Pulling me to run, run
Free.
The night was black
The colour of knowledge
Like your Abba’s wrath
The next morning
My Amma’s despair
As she stroked
My pillowcase, still smooth
From no restless head
Rumpling freshly made sheets
Her sorrow mingled, perhaps
With some grey understanding
And the quiet satisfaction
That her daughter had flown
What she could not
But the morning,
Oh, the morning was gold
Hope rising in the horizon
With a glowing, glorious sunrise
And the press of your fingers
Twined in mine
The rattle of the bus
Taking us away
To the place
Our young hearts believed
Dreams came true.
-Gautami
Amazing!!! I Tell You it’s like one of those very tightly written Graham Greene Stories where the master artist is at work and such is the level of artistry that u can literally see and visualise everything happening before you. You really are the master artist Da!!! BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLLL
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Thank you! 🙂
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Wonderful! This is a poem.
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Thanks 🙂
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